hikayat hujung jari...

a bell is no bell till you ring it, a song is no song till you sing it, and love in your heart, wasn't put there to stay love isn't love  till you give it away.

"We shall never know all the good that a simple smile can do." (Mother Teresa) peace begins with a smile. smile born a friendship, grow a love. smile is a killer of hurt. smile is a big simple liar. treat with a smile, averse a foolish. do keep on smiling receptionist !

Don't walk behind me, i may not lead. Don't walk in front of me, i may not follow. Walk besides me and be my friend. A single rose can be my garden... a single friend, my world.

i wish to be a writer, to tell the world how manners should be mannered. i wish to be a designer, to design the colour of natural and nice, how should ourselves be. i wish to be a ballerina, dancing like a wind, lightly and honest. not to talk nor judge other like talking to the mirror.

 "killing the time is not murder, it's suicide." perjalanan ke shah alam yg cume tak sampai sejam blh jadi 2 jam. kan suicide tuh. lebih terhukum lagi bile sigboard2 menipu. tak kearah jln yg lurus ! haih. malu nk ngaku tapi aku ngaku gak,  sumpah aku sesat. waaaaa ! nasib bek interview tgh hari. masalahnye,,,,bkn tak penah pegi shah alam uh.  sebenarnye aku yg susah nk igt jalan. hahah ! ok, my bad. hafal 10 formula investment tu lagi senang dpd nak ingat jalan ! I had to stop driving my car for a while...  the tires got dizzy !

sir, you are under arrested ! suspected for a case of attention stealing, to be charged in the court of love, and to be arrested in the jail of heart, please stay safe deary criminal.

"tried harder and harder is not a key to an achievement, i bet." am i too prejudice to a word - "fate"  or the world is being unfair and faked the fate ??  its seems like all things fuck' easy for them. no striving nor full effort to build the bridges. learn with pleasure  like i used to be is now a pressure ! its all a mess.

bagaikan Amazing Race ! dgn sandang beg, jln lari2 amik teksi, amik LRT. checkpoint- pudu ! 6:33 pm smpai platform-bas da blah. ok, utk 3 mnt yg lwt ! ahh kejamnya kau encik trans. tak pikir panjang, terus g counter by counter.  ( jgn korbankn hari raya korban nih ! ) "tiket ke Kuantan utk hari ni ngan esok da habis dik" ... ok plan B, - pekeliling (titiwangsa) - dgn harapan yg tak berape nk ade, lawat jgk la satu2 kaunter. hah, tayah tanye. kt cermin kaunter tu sume da tertampal  "tiket ke Kuantan hari ni HABISS" plan C, aku drive blk. (erk!) tibe-tibe..... 7:30pm aku dgr..... "plusliner ke kuantan 6.30 naik skrg.  bas lewat !" da lebih 10 kali beliau jerit n bas masih tak penuh, aku pun g tanye kt drebar.  aku : bas ni penuh ke ? drebar : tiket awk kul bape ? aku : tade. (dgn tak malu nye ) drebar : hah ??! cane tuh ? (sambil mengoffer nek wira ekspress beliau) * blur * 10 mnt, hakak jerit td dtg kt aku membawa berita. ade 2 sea